In the name of God, most Gracious, most Compassionate

In the name of God, most Gracious, most Compassionate
Al-Quran (30:30)

So direct your face toward the religion, inclining to truth. [Adhere to] the fitrah of Allah upon which He has created [all] people. No change should there be in the creation of Allah. That is the correct religion, but most of the people do not know.

فَأَقِمْ وَجْهَكَ لِلدِّينِ حَنِيفًا فِطْرَةَ اللَّهِ الَّتِي فَطَرَ النَّاسَ عَلَيْهَا لَا تَبْدِيلَ لِخَلْقِ اللَّهِ ذَلِكَ الدِّينُ الْقَيِّمُ وَلَكِنَّ أَكْثَرَ النَّاسِ لَا يَعْلَمُونَ
[Al-Imran 3:8] "[Who say], "Our Lord, let not our hearts deviate after You have guided us and grant us from Yourself mercy. Indeed, You are the Bestower."

Friday, January 25, 2008

Need or Have Motivation for School?

I've been going to school for about two weeks now and I'm already getting stressed! Which is totally pathetic. I'm causing my own stress because I'm being lazy. I'm really big on organization and well I can not do stuff without a plan. The thing is that I'm not quite done with my plan, I'm too lazy to do it. I had all this things I wanted to try new this semester and I have yet to try them. I have like no self-discipline seriously :I I get either distracted, tired, or bored (out of my mind)when I "open the books." When I get tired I’ll try to stay awake by distracting myself from sleep and that just makes me more distracted and then I get sleep deprived. So anyways, I need to take my own advice and look at my link for studying tips which is really helpful. I need some MOTIVATION. Maybe I should make a trip to a Medical school or hang around with some professionals (lol yeah right). Its just like I said in my previous post, sometimes I feel so far away from my destination that I feel like I don’t care anymore because I’m not really looking forward to all the hardships, stress that accompanies it. I wonder if any of you feel that way. sorry guys for being so pessimistic and probably making you all feel like that. Even my blog is suffering because of my pessimism. It was not my intention to make it soooo boring. School has scarred my life and traumatized me lol. School is not about learning anymore its turned into a business corporation designed to make you feel that life is sour. This is so engraved into my thinking that when I screw up in school I automatically feel like a failure and it effects me the whole day. I recognize this is a really stupid way to analyze life and as a Muslim I need not to be like that and recognize that this life is only temporary and should not desire this life more than the next. To be a Good Muslim overall I need to have virtue and lack of self-discipline (a virtue) is not a characteristic of a Muslim. So that just makes me feel worse. Ok well I’ll end this post with a BIG SMILE and I'll go take a nap for the reason that I only slept about three hours max. Next post will be cool an interestin inshallah :D