In the name of God, most Gracious, most Compassionate

In the name of God, most Gracious, most Compassionate
Al-Quran (30:30)

So direct your face toward the religion, inclining to truth. [Adhere to] the fitrah of Allah upon which He has created [all] people. No change should there be in the creation of Allah. That is the correct religion, but most of the people do not know.

فَأَقِمْ وَجْهَكَ لِلدِّينِ حَنِيفًا فِطْرَةَ اللَّهِ الَّتِي فَطَرَ النَّاسَ عَلَيْهَا لَا تَبْدِيلَ لِخَلْقِ اللَّهِ ذَلِكَ الدِّينُ الْقَيِّمُ وَلَكِنَّ أَكْثَرَ النَّاسِ لَا يَعْلَمُونَ
[Al-Imran 3:8] "[Who say], "Our Lord, let not our hearts deviate after You have guided us and grant us from Yourself mercy. Indeed, You are the Bestower."

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

My revaluation.

Lately, I have been distracted with much contemplation revaluating my priorities and my Iman. I want to be a better musim, a better daughter, sister, friend, and a student but I always fall short and this reality really depresses me. I wonder what my priorities are in reality since obviously I am not any of those things. Which is why I decided to revaluate my priorities. I feel like this empty piece of flesh just going along for the ride called life. Maybe I'm just emotional right now or something but I really feel like I'm not going anywhere as if I was running in the same position and place. I just pray to God that he sees my desires in my heart and helps me overcome anytype of fear or self-rejection that I may have that is preventing me from fullfiling my desires in this dunya (world)